Happy belated birthday to myself ~~ im officially 19 now  (starting to feel a little ancient now): ).. its was on the 12aug so im born under the leo sign..

btw.. and if u didnt already know, leo is the sign of the kings so move over now the rest of the zodiac !! =D..

my life is populated with leo friends although violent n bad tempered at times they are those that are actually one the of kindest once u get to know them..the world is their stage and they see themselves as actors "dancing" on it ..

had fun too as usual for my birthday. im glad that almost everyone managed to get together and enjoy a wild night .. whats the objective of a birthday for you guys btw?

for me,what else could be better than a gathering of my close friends ,making myself happy together with them on this day..

i  feel that i dun really hanker that much over presents that much anymore..although i definitely, still look forward to receiving presents from them..

Imagining/hoping at times that , theres a chance that the "givers" would be able to notice what i might lack and buy it for me to give me a surprise.. and at the same time,unconsciously dropping by to leave a special moment in my memories..however, maybe its becoming more  of a secondary importance now, as i grow older.

i still remember how much i looked forward (and i meant really look forward) to my birthday every year as my parents would always grant me a wish and i mean, really fantastic wishes (at least to me).. but sadly, everyone have to grow older if you get what i mean.. so atm its more like monetary stuffs although its still good la..

anyway thinking back, although my father always asked to buy me a cake for my birthday,i always rejected him haha been like this for 3 years, as since my mum passed away i ceased to feel joy in cutting my own cake at home although i still press him for a present every year ....haha arhs those memories 

anyway my own watershed moment in my attachment is coming real soon .........