Tuesday, April 21, 2009
想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing
点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me
你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没 是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet
全世界 好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted
无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away
Chorus
天灰灰 会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray
让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them
我的世界 将被摧毁 也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with
夜越黑 梦违背 有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?
我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed
也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…
Verse 2
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet
全世界 好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted
无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away
Chorus
天灰灰 会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray
让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?
我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed
也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty
hmm always have this thing for sad songs.. it does affect ur mood sometimes but it dosent mean im a sad person =]
Anyway food for thought again.
When u are in the process of thinking into something negative it will manifest into something big and literally snowball and become unstoppable
however the same thing applies when u think of something postive.
when it snowballs,you become unstoppable(confidence in that sense)=p
im improving everyday but reminding myself of my vision is key